You and Me

// Wednesday, January 31, 2007 9:21 PM

I feel very guilty of myself.If i had not be together with u maybe u could have been happier than wat u are now.I just feel tat ur happiness dun come from me.It just comes from ur every day lifes and things tat happen around u.I only gives u problem.Only quarrel and gives u problem when u are sad tat makes u even down.Our relationship hav came so long tat sometimes i think tat u by my side is natural and i really took it for granted.But when i really made u so sad and when u starts crying then only i realise i needs u and when u starts to treat me cold then only i know without u beside with me how sad and useless i am.Im just a person tat needs u but cant give u happy.really feel guilty.

// Tuesday, January 09, 2007 6:23 PM

I cant think of my future without u.Really hope u can stay with me forever.I tht u will make me happier by calling me but in the end i made u angry.i should i do.i already sad enough ler.pls dun angry ler hao ma?

// Wednesday, January 03, 2007 6:42 PM

So long nvr blog ler.I wonder if this blog is really only consist of u and me.Or maybe it had always consisted of 3 person.Tat time,quite long ago,u told me maybe u still loved him.When u saw one gal so good with him u feel angry and jealous.I was sad.really sad.The nxt day u told me u only jealous cuz he nvr treated u this good before.U said u din love him anymore.I was happy,happy tat u forgot him ler.And then i forgot this incident ler.Till ytd.I tht u was just jk to me tat u miss him.I trust u so much,i really do.After u told me it was true,this time really alot more pain then tat time ler.Guess i love u more ler bah.U mean all this while,8mths ler,u mean these 8mths u still haven completely forgotten him?U know how sad de ma?I really fu chu all my everything i could give u.I just wan to let u happy.I dun care about myself.I just wan u nvr to leave me and i dunwan to share ur heart with another person.U mean i lose to ur ex ma? He treat u better than i treat u? He love u more than i do?I know he dun cuz i know i love u more than anyone.Heart really pain.Really v v pain.Only u can ease the pain for me everytime,but now....hais.I know u wun be seeing this blog.I dunwan u to see it either.Like tat u jiu wun cry ler.I will try not to be sad in front of u de.I really dunwan let u cry again ler.Heart really pain de.Tat will be the best for everyone bah.Long blog today wor.haha.Time for dinner~~~~((=